Its a week after our anniversary, and everything about this week has been brilliant. Until this morning.
Before I left for work, I went to hug my wife but she pulled away. I asked her what was wrong, but didn’t really get any answer. So tried it again, except this time, she started screaming “ewww disgusting, disgusting”, grabbed her phone and started dialling. I asked her what was wrong and who she was phoning.
Her reply was “The Police, because you are harassing me and molesting me”.
Well my jaw hit the floor, what was wrong with her? I only wanted to hug her. I looked at her gone out, wondering who this person was standing in front of me and what had they done to my wife! I said to her “I only wanted to hug you”, but it made no difference she was still trying to call the police. All I could do was just walk away and go to work.
All morning I have been trying to work out what is wrong with her, is it hormones? depression? Will I be met by the police in the next hour or so? will they be there when I get home? What lies (if any) has she told about me. How do you tell what is wrong with a woman when she is like this? how to tell if it is depression? what depression symptons to look for? what tests? What if its something I did whilst I was asleep?
All of these things are going through my head, but nothing is making any sense. I could possibly understand it if i constantly drank alcohol but I dont even tough the stuff.
My head is really hurting with all these thoughts, I just don’t get it.