What should I do – the Dilemna is killing me Today. Today, I’m having a really bad day; didn’t really sleep last night, even though I had an excellent day with my son. My wife and daughter never crossed my mind at all yesterday, but today; today is completely different. All I can think about is we should be in Jakarta, something inside me is drawing me back to Jakarta. I need to tell her. I need to speak to her, but I know…