Depression Ups and Downs

One minute you are fine, you can be laughing and joking and everyone around you thinks that nothing is wrong, then suddenly its like a Jekyll and Hyde I slept quite well through Friday night, after the doctor gave me some sleeping tablets. On Saturday I felt a lot better, more alive and managed to play with my son most of the day. We went out to an indoor play area and spent most of the day there. Saturday night,…

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Emotions Are Gone

Sometimes I wish I could just feel something; just a little something so I know I am alive. Went back to the doctor this morning. Not sleeping at all; on average I am getting around 2 hours sleep a night if that. As you would expect the doctor asked how I was feeling. For a few seconds I paused and thought about it. That is when I realised, I don’t feel anything. Nothing any more. I truly miss my daughter,…

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