Its now been 3.5 weeks since I saw my daughter and I am getting a little depressed. I am really missing her. I still don’t understand why my wife will not let me see her or let my son see his sister. Part of me thinks she is just doing this out of revenge, as she can be quite nasty sometimes without realising it. Part of me thinks that she is doing this because she doesn’t want to split custody over our daughter, and part of me thinks she might be suffering from some form of depression.
What ever the reason is, doesn’t really help me at the moment. Every day just drifts by as a blur, not really sleeping, cant remember the last thing I ate or when it was. Seeing the doctor again in a few days, because the anti-depressants she gave don’t seem to be helping, I am feeling lower now than i was when this all started. Surely thats not how anti-depressants are supposed to work.
Aku rindu kamu Emma Kirana
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