Just walk away from everything and start again in another far away country.
You know how they say people are strange, well I can concur it is true! This article will clearly show what is meant by people are strange. It spans over yesterday and today.
Yesterday
Yesterday I had an overwhelming feeling of missing my wife and I could think in my head was “Aku cinta kamu Dewi, aku sangat rindu kamu”
Will this feeling of loss ever go? People say time is a healer, but I was sure and still am sure we were meant to be together. So I will hold out for as long as I live and hope one day she will return.
Today
I was making a coffee at work today when my phone rang. It was my mother quite hysterical saying she had just popped to my home to feed my cat, and found my wife there with a locksmith.
The locksmith was saying he didn’t need to do anything now her mother in law was there, but she insisted the locksmith continued to pick the lock. Well I rushed home as quick as I could but working an hour away from home she had already left by the time I got there.
I couldn’t believe the state that she left the house in; clothes all around the house, documents scattered around the floor. Why? Why she doing that? What purpose does it serve. After calming down and looking more closely, I find amongst all the things she has taken was the mortgage documents and my birth certificate and most of my clothes!!
I really feel like giving up.
Just walk away from everything and start again in another far away country.
Now
Looking back over the last two days; I can clearly see why there is this saying of people are strange. One day I am so in love with my estranged wife; the next day she goes and rips a new hole in my heart. Dewi has always been quite strange with her emotions but what she has done now is just cruel and uncalled for.
Yes… People are strange.