A few days ago when going to bed I started recalling something my daughter would do. She would wait till we was all quiet in our bed then climb out of hers, walk over to our bed and stand in front of me. The face she pulled was so angelic, so innocent nobody could refuse her. So consequently I would lift her up into bed with my wife and I.

So back to the last few days….

It started off as a memory which made me smile but over the days has got more powerful. Its popping into my head at work, while I’m driving too. And then tonight I am really tired, really really tired but the sleeping pills don’t seem to be working. Every time I shut my eyes Emma is there standing next to my bed.

Wish I knew what to do