Feelings

Emotions Are Gone

December 10, 2010

Sometimes I wish I could just feel something; just a little something so I know I am alive. Went back to the doctor this morning. Not sleeping at all; on average I am getting around 2 hours sleep a night if that. As you would expect the doctor asked how I was feeling. For a few seconds I paused and thought about it. That is when I realised, I don’t feel anything. Nothing any more. I truly miss my daughter,…

Missing My Daughter

December 7, 2010

human puppet

Family Court

Its now been 3.5 weeks since I saw my daughter and I am getting a little depressed. I am really missing her. I still don’t understand why my wife will not let me see her or let my son see his sister. Part of me thinks she is just doing this out of revenge, as she can be quite nasty sometimes without realising it. Part of me thinks that she is doing this because she doesn’t want to split custody…