Relationships

The Calm Before The Storm

June 14, 2011

it’s all hearsay, twisted truths Yes the time has arrived. In a few hours is the hearing I have been waiting for at family court… Or dreading for so long. Its been 7 months since my daughter has been gone, everything I remember about her will be someone who no longer exists. I have seen a few photos of her over the months and can say she has grown up a lot. Still as beautiful, but not so young. It…

Dealing With Loss

May 15, 2011

human puppet

Family, Life

Back in the news is little Madeline, the girl who was abducted some 4 years ago. Seeing and hearing her parents dealing with loss makes me think of what I have lost. Although I sort of know where my daughter is and that she is probably safe; the fact that I cannot see her, touch her, play with her, cuddle her or in fact do anything makes it feel like I have lost her. There is not a day which…